It's been awhile. I'm sorry for that but it has been so hard. After my last post I had my surgery. It went great, healed fine and to our surprise we got pregnant! But a few days after Christmas, right before my five week mark, I lost it. Then we dealt with my sister in law getting pregnant. Super happy for her, super sad for us.
So then we went on clomid. Did good with the side effects of it then we got out BFP! So exciting and a happy time. Until Af showed. Miscarriage number 2. But we found out yesterday that sis in law is having a girl so like I said, trying to be happy--not jealous.
I have started seeing a fertility councellor and am on round two of clomid with AF due any day....
I'm just taking it one day at a time. Because sometimes I feel like I am going crazy. Poor Matt, he is putting up with my mood swings (side effects of clomid and you know, depression) but he is such a wonderful husband. Him and God are the only things getting me through everyday.
By the way, this month hits our two year mark of TTC. Yay.
